I’ve calmed down a wee bit, I really need to start sleeping. I should also start writing again, maybe then I won’t feel like exploding all of the time.

Still in hibernation mode, I think it might be a good idea to lay low for a bit. I’ve exhausted myself.

it’s gonna be ok

thank you. just having a bit of a rough month.

I dislike basically everyone right now.

I don’t even know why. I just feel really down, I need some time with myself.

I need to remember what makes me happy again. I need time and space to just be.

People make me angry, people who pretend to care, and really don’t. Or maybe they care but they’re shit at showing it.

I found your stupid fucking socks in my drawer and they were the last pair there so I had to wear them. So I’m wearing your stupid fucking socks. I still can’t stand to think of you being happy with someone else after completely ruining me, fuck you.

I was so good, I was so good. What happened. What is happening? I need to sort my brain.

I’m taking a hibernation. This means, I am going to be alone. I am leaving the house for work, and school. and if anyone CARES enough to give me the time of day then I’ll think about it.

I have plans with two separate people this week because one is a prior engagement and the other is because I want to. It’s comfortable.

fucking…. fuck.

goodbye

no one reads this because i am irrelevant and sad